On Endings.2

I did seek and hope to find love in lockdown on a dating app!!I found someone in another country half the world away about to move here!I wanted to write about what I learned about myself throughout the 4 months.All I can write about is myself as per all my posts. My feelings are big…

650 Days Free!!!

The light coming in.... Today i feel more free and light then i ever have before. I feel like I am coming home to myself and that is not an easy thing for me to say without a part of me wanting to laugh at how ridiculous it sounds. That part is only protecting me…

11 months into it…!

My Favorite quote right now This quote is whats happening in my life right now. When i read this quote before i didn't really get it to be honest. But now i get it. I feel like to remain small and silent and quiet is the more painful option and its the option i have…

Sober Socializing!!

Its been 260 days since ive had a drink containing alcohol, a joint or a cigarette. I am feeling the benefits in so many ways physically and mentally. One of the most challenging aspects of sobriety for me personally is socializing especially in a pub/club venue where the majority of people will be partaking in…

Anything is possible…

So in the past week i have gone through a transformation of sorts. It all started at therapy a week ago on Monday. I was asked if id like to be a man and then if i felt like a woman? I said NO to both! Have never been asked those questions but often thought…

This Time Its Different!

Decided to start writing down my experiences of this sober journey..So in the past I have attempted to quit alcohol but always for other people and never for myself. On January 5th of this year i quit again with a great sense of "sick of feeling sick" On that day I also quit nicotine and…